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11/23/2022. Thanks for all the emails. But let me address the racist and/or frustrated tenor of the feedback I've been receiving. First of all, a precise caveat was included in my preamble. So it's not that the subject matter is "too deep", but rather some of the readers are NOT Initiates and, therefore, "too shallow"! In regards to the racist undertones detected therein, let me be emphatically clear: I will NOT use this site as a platform to cause social division. I am neither by nature or ideology a segregationist, and I can thank women for that. For since the first grade I've been equally enamored of White ones as well as Black; especially the tall and skinny ones (see, Ms. Davis, your pet student hasn't forgotten your contribution to his outlook on life). So we can just straight-out kill that noise!
As for being aware of the politically galvanizing potential of this discourse, I am far from ignorant. But to suggest to me, however subtle, that it could be used as a demoralizing expedient against "our White, Christian oppressors..."(?). #$@!&%#@!, have you lost your last piece of mind! That psychological titty of denial, upon which you've been nurturing your hatred for so many years, has finally run out of milk. It is as evident, as the nose on your face, that Blacks can no longer use the proverbial "White System" as a scape-goat for their own failures. Not since damn near every other nationality on the planet has come to America and found a way to prosper. Put the blame(s) where it/they rightfully belong: a failure to be properly educated; refusal to make realistic assessments on life; inability to formulate viable plans; the sense of team-work or solidarity required to build economically-enabling communities; and lastly, the fortitude and collective determination to run the race its full course. Or at least have the foresight to devise contingencies in the event that you're not able to reach the finish line in your lifetime. In other words, pass the torch before the flame burns out!
Now, for those of you who knew me from prison. I never considered myself a leader. Certainly not your leader. The situation demanded that someone had to be capable, and willing, to step forward and intercede between the inmate population and the prison administration. You knew I was a good writer and speaker so you decided to choose me as your official representative. But at the end of the day, when the gates to Freedom were once again opened, every man went his separate way. I was indebted to no one; neither by promise or affiliation: not a single tat on my body, and I plan to keep it that way. However, I am honored at the vote of confidence you still have in me. But my refusal to redefine my cause from a radical point of view doesn't mean that I can't still help you in some other way. So if you find yourself in a crisis and need someone to talk to; or you need consultancy in an issue of which you feel I might be knowledgeable, etc....Then, in that respect, nothing has changed. And I'm not hard to find.​
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THURSDAY 2/9/2023 6:21 A.M.
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You know to whom this is addressed, so I won't mention any names. But as I wish to impress upon you my resolve to avoid and discourage any secret communications between us, I submit the following for the sake of transparency. Besides, I'm confident that The Government is already aware of the contents herein.
Obviously you, too, are aware of my stay at Kershaw; either first-hand by having been there contemporaneously, or through associates who were, or by your own security clearance.
I revealed my connection to _________ Embassy only once: in a campaign endeavor (in which I described myself as functioning "in a diplomatic capacity" ). However, _________ Embassy had nothing to do with The KHPS (of which I identified myself as its Emissary, in my correspondences with the wardens). But I was never employed as an undercover operative for the OIA; though I was informed by a constituent in Columbia that such an ignominious rumor had indeed reared its malicious head. I seriously doubt, though, that the officers who knew me personally ever gave credence to it.
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